why isn't he interested

I seem to ask myself this question a lot.
Recently it involves this kid I work with..I honestly have no idea why I like him, truth is maybe I don't. Maybe I just like the attention? How can one tell the difference? A while ago a close friend had a mini intervention and told me that I don't like people until I'm sure they don't like me, or I become aware that they no longer are interested, or actually never were. This is because I subconsciously feel as if I can't be with anyone, partly because I'm afraid and partly because I feel as if I'm not good enough... This causes me to be interested in people I will NEVER have a chance with. It's quite silly.

She was right tho. This completely and totally one hundred percent describes me. It's like Charlie Brown said, "I think I'm afraid of being happy because whenever I get too happy something bad always happens."

I don't know how I could have possibly turned him off seeing as when we talk, he's the one that never shuts up, so I don't have much room to say anything he could disagree with. Although I do have clingy tendencies. This results from over thinking. Which is something I do way too much of. I try to turn it off because I am aware it can be more than a little scary. If someone even texts me twice without a response I freak out! So why am I the psycho? Seriously if you've watched the movie He's Just Not That Into You I can be somewhat described as the woman who explains that we should not have caller id so that Women can call their boyfriends during 15 minute intervals until they pick up without them knowing, because otherwise they would seem like a crazy person, which she isn't, obviously.

Maybe females wouldn't be this crazy if males weren't such ass holes.
& no I am not saying you are a tool if you do not like the girl, I'm saying you're arrogant when you pretend to like them, and wonder why they get upset when they find out you don't and then you KEEP PRETENDING.

NOTE TO ALL MALES : If you are not interested, don't keep dragging the poor girl along! Now I know, in doing this you are probably just hoping to "get some" but let me tell you something that isn't much of a secret, there are plenty of women out there that would be glade to make your one night stand a reality. Best part? When it is over, they don't want to see you ever again  either! Stop wondering why you always get chased by the crazies when you're the one that tempted them.

I would be more than happy to have a fling with someone, no, NOT because I'd settle for any form of a man, but because I HONESTLY think it seems like fun.

I however DO NOT appreciate having my feelings dragged across the floor, stepped on, and thrown aside, only to be picked up again when they need something. & isn't it funny I wonder why I can't allow myself to be comfortable with how I feel? Well here's my answer; because no one cares how I feel.